Tuesday, December 2, 2014

What is Mucolipidosis?



Going through Brielle’s blog, I recognized after her official diagnosis I was so consumed trying to grasp what this disease was going to do to my baby and trying to figure out how I was going to help her live with it; I never gave sufficient information about her disease.
I am far from a scientist; being able to break it down for you is out of my reach. Here is some information I gathered. My next few posts will be about the disease and how it is affecting Brielle. This disease affects each child differently, but very similar for the most part.



The mucolipidosis (ML) are a group of inherited metabolic diseases that affect the body’s ability to carry out the normal turnover of various materials within cells. In ML, abnormal amounts of carbohydrates and fatty materials (lipids) accumulate in cells. Because our cells are not able to handle such large amounts of these substances, damage to the cells occurs, causing symptoms that range from mild learning disabilities to severe mental retardation and skeletal deformities.
The MLs are classified as lysosomal storage diseases because they involve increased storage of substances in the lysosomes, which are specialized sac-like components within most cells. Lysosomes play a critical role in the metabolic function of our bodies. One of their primary roles is to pick up substances such as carbohydrates and lipids and break them down into smaller molecules so that they can be used again in the metabolic process. This process is possible because lysosomes contain enzymes, which are proteins that help the body’s chemistry work better and faster. Working continuously, enzymes break down carbohydrates and lipids and assist in the transfer of their byproducts throughout the rest of the cell for the production of energy or excretion.
Patients with ML are born with a genetic defect in which their bodies either do not produce enough enzymes or, in some instances, produce ineffective forms of enzymes. Without functioning enzymes, which are proteins, lysosomes cannot break down carbohydrates and lipids and transport them to their normal destination. The molecules then accumulate in the cells of various tissues in the body, leading to damage of organs. In patients with ML, the molecules accumulate in nerve, liver, and muscle tissue as well as in bone marrow, and this abnormal storage causes the various symptoms associated with ML. For example, excess storage of these molecules in nerve tissues can cause mental retardation, accumulation in the tissues of the spleen and liver can cause poor functioning of these vital organs, and excess storage in the bone marrow can damage bones, leading to skeletal deformities.
ML II is also referred to as inclusion-cell (I-cell) disease because waste products, thought to include carbohydrates, lipids, and proteins, accumulate into masses known as inclusion bodies. When tissues are examined under a microscope, the detection of inclusion bodies often provides a diagnosis of the disease.

Monday, November 24, 2014

Incline your ear, and come to me; HEAR, that your soul may live ISAIAH 55:3



Brielle is schedule for tympanostomy surgery Dec. 5th, 2014. She has complete blockage in both ears; her ears are filled with fluid. Due to the disease her ears are narrowing and there is no ventilation. Fluid is building up behind her eardrums and need to be drained. 

This will be her first surgery; it's considered minor surgery. Talking to other parents with ML children; it’s not a big deal. The biggest concern is sedation, due to her heart and respiratory issues we need to make sure a high risk pediatric anesthesiologist takes care of her; which her cardiologist took care of. She has been sedated before for MRI’s, besides the drowsiness after; I think she has done fairly well.

Surgery will be at a different hospital which has me a little concerned. Phoenix Children’s Hospital is the only hospital that I trust because that’s where all her specialists are. Unfortunately, her ENT does not have rights at PCH and the surgery will need to be done at Banner Desert. She was born at Banner Desert and her sisters Jaileen and Isabella were also. They have always been great; just worried in case there are complications… Just being a mommy!

Putting all my worries aside... I am very excited for the aftermath! Since she has complete blockage, she suffers from deafness. (Which was very sad for me to hear, because I was under the impression she could hear me quite well all along.) She tries so hard to talk and communicate with us, I feel like she has so much to say! I think it will open up a whole new world for her; she will be able to hear so many new sounds and voices clearly. I just can’t wait to hear her little voice once she can hear!

Wednesday, November 12, 2014



Happy 2nd Birthday Sweet Thing!!!


I am so so so happy to be celebrating Brielle’s 2nd year of life! This little girl brings so much light to this world… but my world particularly!
Every moment I have with this little one is precious, she is the funniest little monster, she loves to be the center of attention and makes sure she gets it! She is one demanding tiny toddler… this little diva is SASSY, FEISTY & SPUNKY all in one… she always gets what she wants! I have no option but to obey every demand …ya I’m a sucker!
LOOK at this CUTIE who can say “NO”?!?


 
She can now repeats almost everything! She says “mama” now, which was a huge accomplishment in my eyes; I was tired of being called “papa” lol. One of her recent new words is “caca” she wants to let the whole world know she is taking care of business. In these last few months Bri has achieved many many things, she is now crawling, she can pull herself up holding on to something, takes a few steps side to side and climbs over things. She has definitely entered her terrible two’s crawls all over the house and gets into everything… just like I always hoped she would! This week she learned to say “TWO”.


Just a little bit about what's been going on with Brielle. Since her official diagnosis back in May, our lives have definitely changed. I have put in 100s of hours in research, just trying to understand the disease and what I can do to give Brielle the best quality of life. We have seen many many specialists; June to present has been very busy. If it’s not an appointment to her pediatrician, it’s an appointment to a specialist, a therapy etc. etc.  With all that is going on I have not taken the time to blog, thought today was a good day to start again!
 

Monday, June 30, 2014

A little Spanish for you all

I thought it would be important for me to post something in Spanish due to having family that are Spanish speakers. It's very important for me to educate people about Brielle's disease, so here it is..

I know I've been MIA for a few months, but I will soon catch you all up with our I-cell baby.


http://espanol.ninds.nih.gov/trastornos/mucolipidoses.htm
 
Disculpen que mi español no es muy bueno. Aquí esta un link que encontré en español de Mucoliposis.

Muchos no comprenden la enfermedad de Brielle que es Mucolipidosis II/I-cell disease. Entiendo que es una enfermedad que no han visto o están confundidos porque le paso o como paso. Para mi es importante educar a la gente de la enfermedad de mi hija, esta enfermedad es muy rara, es fatal, y no hay cura, ni tratamiento al momento.

Su papa y yo cargamos un gene afectado que es el de Mucoliposis, ese gene viene de nuestros padres, vino de nuestros abuelos etc. Como él y yo cargamos una copia de este gene, tenemos 25% posibilidad que esta enfermedad le pase a nuestros hijos. Así es como Brielle fue afectada, esta enfermedad es genética. Igual con la enfermedad de mi otra niña Jaileen que fue afectada de Autosomal Resesive Polycystic Kidney Disease.

Entiendo que es confuso por eso es tan importante para mi educarlos. La enfermedad de Brielle es muy seria. Ella se va a quedar pequeña así como es, a lo mejor crece un poco más pero no ha crecido o subido mucho de peso desde que cumplió un año. La expectativa de vida de esta enfermedad es muy corta, el promedio de vida es 3-5 anos, dependiendo su salud, unos viven menos otros más.  Esta enfermedad afecta el cuerpo mucho, estos niños se quedan bebes físicamente y mentalmente. Su esqueleto se daña muchísimo, tienen problemas de corazón, problemas respiratorias y muchos otros problemas.

Para mi es muy importante que mi niña este saludable, su salud es mi prioridad número uno, así es por eso que ella no puede estar con mucha gente o facilidades en riesgo de que se contagie con un virus. Sus pulmones están dañados y su vía respiratoria se esta cerrando y desafortunadamente con el tiempo se empeoran todos los síntomas. Si ella se contagia de una gripe, y se congestiona para sacarle la flema es muy difícil. La mayoría de estos niños mueren de problemas respiratorios, neumonía etc.

Gracias por tomar su tiempo de leer mi mensaje. Aprecio todas sus buenas palabras y mensajes pero no comentarios ignorantes.  Como saben, ya perdí una hija, así que mi punto de vista es muy diferente a otros. Yo tengo diferentes creencias, y no comparto los mismos pensamientos de otros. Entiendo que cada uno de nosotros tiene su propia opinión, la mía no es mejor de la de otros, igual que la de otros no es mejor que la mía.

Tengo fe, tengo fe que voy hacer lo máximo de mi hija, tengo fe que no nos vamos dar por vencidos, tengo fe que la voy hacer lo mas feliz que puedo y tengo fe que cuando le llegue su hora voy a sobrevivir. Este camino que voy a tener con mi niña no va hacer fácil, pero va hacer lo mas inmenso de mi vida!

Monday, May 12, 2014

I-cell it is…



The diagnosis has been confirmed; my little Brielle has Mucolipidosis II. It took us almost a year and half to figure it out, but I finally have an answer to all the questions that have been running through my head since the day she was born. Was it a shocker? Not really. I had a strong feeling this is what she was facing the day I started digging my claws into this horrible disease a few months back when I first heard of it. Looking at pictures of kiddos affected by this disease and comparing her to them, the characteristics were just too obvious. Naturally each child with this disease is affected differently, depending on the severity of each child due to the mutation of the gene and other affects of the disease. I could not believe my eyes when I was looking at these kids, I just could not believe a disease this terrible could exist on this earth. I guess at the moment I just could not believe that again my very own child could have a disease that would take them away from me far too soon. What are the chances? 1 in 640,000. So rare that there is not another known case in Arizona besides my little Brielle. I had never heard of this disease until it was mentioned by our geneticist. 

How do i feel? How am i doing? i am sad, disappointed, hopeless, and fearful. I am fearful for what her future holds. It’s unfair, very unfair. But who is to blame? No one. It’s a f***** up gene that was passed down to through generations. Both her parents are carriers, and 25% of our children had the chance of being affected, and it happened to be my precious Brielle. Am I angry? Of course, I am angry. She has this disease and there is absolutely nothing I can do to cure my daughter, nothing anyone can do. This disease has no treatment or cure. Before going to our appointment I had a talk with my Bri, I promised her that no matter the diagnosis, the challenges she will have to face, or the time she will be on this earth, I will be right by her side every step of the way; she will never be alone, I will forever be there to console her, I will help her fight until the end. I also promised her that I will try my best to give her a normal life, we will continue to be the strong, happy, optimistic family that we are and we will make the best out of her life.


Happy 1 ½ Birthday my sweet little BriBri!! ...big 18 in her world!


Here are some helpful links if you are interested in knowing more about this disease:
http://ghr.nlm.nih.gov/condition/mucolipidosis-ii-alpha-beta
http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/books/NBK1828/
http://www.ismrd.org/the_diseases/mucolipidosis_ii
https://www.rarediseases.org/rare-disease-information/rare-diseases/byID/304/viewAbstract